♥ I dun think euu realise how easily euu can make me smile .
In the end , I still went running . With Nandar & Haz . [ 14 /3/10 ]
Monday, March 15, 2010 11:26 AM
Nandar unglam los . Hehes (x
Can't see Nandar's face . lols
Nandar blurry face ._. hahs =x
Cheez (:
Honey! (:
Im bored & I did what girls these days are doing .. (:
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Retard-ed me . hehes .
On bus .. (:
In the library .. while waiting for Haz (:
Bitch & Bitch (: hahas .
Love them ttm (:
Unbearable pain .
Sunday, March 14, 2010 9:02 AM
Hard to sleep ytd ._. I was having bad headache & stomache . I feel like dying at the moment , I tried to sleep but I couldn't . The pain was unbearable . It made me struggle in bed . I could sleep for only an hour ? & then woke up again . It continues repeatedly . I guess I only slept for less than 6-7 hours ytd.
Wish that euu are by my side at the moment .
Today when I woke up . Though my headache is gone . My stomach is still a little pain . Dk whats wrong with me . I tried to sit up on my bed in the morning , I found that I had back pain ._. When I tried to stand up , I found that my legs are pain ._. Feel that im an old grandma yeah -.- Everywhere hurts ..
including my hart .
I guessed I have to stay at home for today .
Still , I love euu . I seriously do .
Replies (:
8:19 AM
Josen: -wow!! X: placed 2nd for cross country!! nt easy! if u steal my things n run.. i cant catch u -.- Lols!
- lols . yeah . very hard . lols . can de lahs (: my speed is slow . hahs
Josen: -wads ur cca?
- Track & Field .
Josen: sad to knw u tat u hav some foot problems, but lucky u do not nid to hav operations for it!
- hahs . very hard to say . maybe need ? lols when I get older luhs (: Cause my mum also have one of the problems . Her bone fixed les so need to do operations for it , to correct it back .
Josen: hahas! dun change ur mind! go for training
- OKays (: hehes .
Josen: drink more water too! weather is dry and HOT!
- Yeah. hahs . Drinking now . lols (x
Dweller: Tag... Wa like foot research... dk got so many foot problems till you tell me.
- hahs . I actually also didnt know de los . I checked their website for more info (: haha .
hazlinda: congratttts, honey! for x-cntry. ♥ you.
- Thks Honey . Love euu too (:
Josen: waa so gd lor! ur sch gt outing trips like gg to science center, my sec sch dun hav de!! ):
- haha . But keep going to Science centre also quite sian arhs . hahs . Actually going snow city de los ._. other schs booked first les . Dots .. hahas (:
Josen: jiayous for ur 800m national run! do ur best and jiayous!
- Thks . Appreciated! ^@^
Josen: its ok to cry (: find some1 to lend u a shoulder to cry (: dun store all sadness in ur heart, its bad...
- Okays .. thks .
I love you .
Saturday, March 13, 2010 5:02 PM
I just dun understand .
Why am I keeping euu in dark of everything .
Im just pretending that everything's okays .I said
nth happened ,hold my tears . Turned around & I
broke down to tears , whispering everything's wrong .
im actually crying insde & no one knows . But me .
Photos talkings (: loves!
12:15 AM
Loves .
Be humble instead of being too proud or over-confident of yourself .
Friday, March 12, 2010 11:31 PM
Once a tracker , always a tracker .
I tot the teachers have said that X-country is not only about the position that euu come in , it's to train constant speed . I really dunno why euu have to always treat me like one kind of enemy ? Lols . Even though I dun go training often , doesn't mean that I dun put in effort to run during the race kkaes . I tried really really hard to keep my constant speed , I felt my stomach abit pain . When I saw euu walking , I was like wondering why euu stopped . Euu held on to your stomach and start to slowly jog again . At that time I really feel like stopping and go up to euu and asked euu if euu are okays . But I know I couldnt . I felt really very worried for euu . I just dun understand , is win or lose that important to euu . The post that euu wrote on your blog and FB really shocked me . Euu are like trying to tell ppl that I didnt attend trainings often . Your blog was trying to say another meaning , that euu are in the nationals & im not . I only know that I did my best in the X- country , so can euu too .
I dun like the way euu are treating me & I dun think euu like it when other ppl treat euu the same way like this .
- 800m - Working hard for it .
11:07 PM
[ TRAINING ] Today CHIJ have sports day , i guess . Well , screaming can be heard continuously . Lols they seems to be very agitated when their friends were running . Tot the event will only last till 5 ? They were still announcing the winners at that time . So we have to run two rounds outside the stadium . Then we do drills , follow by 2 sets of 6 times 50m sprinting while Nelly are doing the blocks . Im the only girl in the group of 50m run , and tried really hard to keep up with their speed ._. After that we walked one round on the track , did exercises like sit-ups . Hmm ..Quite tiring :/
Was being sabo-ed again ._. Someone told Coach that I got 2nd in the x-country . She asked for the timing . Then it was like about , errs , 16 mintues plus ? Then she immediately asked teacher to put my name under the 800m nationals run . Then dunno what she heard from seniors i think , Coach decide to put me under 800m & 1500m . I heard that 1500m arhs , I totally just walked away los . Trying not to faint . Then was relieved , I walked back , she changed her mind again , only 800m (: So im running in about 3 weeks ' time according to what Halim say . Good luck to me ._. Kinda nervous but then nvm I just try . Going to find someday train with JY , he is also running in 800m nationals . According to Coach , boys timing for 800m should be around 2.10 mintues plus ? Then for girls should be around .. errs , 2.40 mintues like that . im going to train hard for these weeks (: very very hard . Heard from Craig too that , this event got a large batch of ppl running together de . Quite relieved les (: After training , Coach demand reasons from me for not coming training a week .. I know the reasons but just couldn't tell her directly . I keep like doing the actions behind coach , ask Shawn help me say . At least he got help me abit yeah (: Thks . Then I was like going to run away , using the ' crab-walking style ' hahs . Then she was like ,
Coach : Ehs . Euu better come back arhs . Dun try to run away until euu tell me the reasons .
Smth like that . * Sian diaos * I walked back to her los . hehes . She say if I dun say then I cannot go home . hahs . Haiz . After that she know I can't say the reasons , she asked me to write them down on a piece of paper and give it to her next training . Lols.
I still ask her need how many words , want english or chinese version de . All these craps arhs . hahs . I need use toilet then tell her okokays . Then I ran to the toilet les . lols . OMG . Need to write essay les , or what call grandmother story . __ .
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Name being loved ^^ Lynn
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♥ Sweet 13 . Turning 14 on 8 April
♥ One kind of Blur Sotong
♥ Currently studying in Sengkang Sec , 2e3
♥ Landed in Track and field as cca
♥ an ex-Rosythian and an ex- Riverlite
♥ Can be violent and vulgar sometimes
♥ I can’t live without Green Tea & Him
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